Screw this noise

So, today started out as being a wonderful day. I took my three girls to the park and had a blast with them. Then we went to a garage sale and went to the local pizza joint for ice cream cones (I did not get a cone!). We came back to rest, went out for a swim and had a wonderful dinner. Then a phone call. Another stress bucket in my life. One more piece of shit drama that I always have to deal with. My husband called to tell me that the landlord is saying something completely different than what we discussed a few weeks ago. I don't need this trouble right now. I wanted to have a completely wonderful, stress free day with my children. Instead, I'm having one anxiety attack after another.
My freaking St. Bernard also decided to go swimming in mud and is a mess. My children are not listening suddenly and it's really taking a toll on my system. I really want to just get a vacation. Nobody bug me, nobody call me, nobody bitch to me about how I'm not doing something right again. I don't want to hear it!
I know that this is a very negative blog, but I'm done. I really need things to start going right for once!

Rough day

So, today was a little rough. I managed to only have 3 sodas today (for me, this is a huge feat!) and I ate pretty decent. My daughter had a pancake breakfast for her last day of preschool and that was a little rough but I manged to stay under 1500 calories in total today. I also went for a nice walk with some friends. One of my friend's kids cannot walk and has a wheelchair. I pushed him for the most part, with my youngest daughter on my back in one of those backpack things. We went to the lake and had a little fun there, then decided (not by me!) to go the back-way to get back to her house. I pushed Aden in his wheelchair up a gravel, pitted hill and managed not to die! I was sweating like crazy but could tell that I got a good workout. All around, not the best workout day, but a lot better than sitting on the couch! TurboFire starts tomorrow! Pray for me on that one! It kicks my ass! NO MORE EXCUSES!

I did it!

I actually did it! I did my first Couch to 5K with my St. Bernard, Tank. I have figured out that he is an absolute pain to go running with! He kept crossing in front of me and wanting to go after anything that moved. I think some training is in his future. He better get better because I need a running buddy to go with me! But I did it. I didn't give up. I made it. Thank goodness!

NO MORE EXCUSES!!!!

Day 1:
I've had an epiphany tonight! I no longer want to be fat! I keep making excuse after excuse as to why I will start another day, and I'm done! NO MORE EXCUSES!!!!! I even tried to make an excuse to start working out starting Monday because my TurboFire doesn't start until Monday. Screw that! I'm going to start tonight! I'm going for a run! See you later! Starting weight is 201 pounds. My goal is 140. I'm doing this, I'm doing this, I'm doing this!